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Over the next two weeks, Stone and his hired hands
tackled the awesome workload that awaited on the Hawkins Ranch. While the boys
diligently attended school during the day, Stone went to work on his house and
barn. He replaced all the glass in the windows, put on a new roof, fixed the
porch, and even gave the place a homey feel on the inside by hanging up curtains
that Cody’s sister had made. Though the barn was in better condition, it was
too small for Stone’s needs, so he started constructing an addition, along
with a larger corral. Once the boys joined him after school, they spent time
clearing part of the field. Since it was getting to be late spring, Stone
doubted that he’d be able to plant 30 acres. Instead, he wanted to try to
plant 10 acres, and that proved to be quite a challenge, even with his fine
helpers.
Stone made frequent trips to town, and each time his
heart raced at the thought of running into or seeing Josie, but he never did. It
troubled him how strongly he still felt for her, and how often she invaded his
thoughts. He didn’t want to be guilty of lust or to covet the (future) wife of
another man, so he prayed that his feelings would fade, and that he could find
contentment in running his ranch.
In a short amount of time, Stone’s farm consisted of
two oxen and six horses. A portion of the field was cleared and readied for
planting. About the only thing Stone seemed unable to master was the domestic
chores of cooking and cleaning. But luckily for Stone, Cally occasionally sent
Sarah over to help with washing and to whip him up a simple dinner, or Cody
would bring along some leftovers. And it wasn’t often that Stone went to town
without seeing the Hendersons, who fed him religiously, and free of charge.
During this time, Stone was also enjoying the company
of Buck, Rowdy and Cody. To his surprise, they provided little mischief. In
fact, they were dependable, hard workers who never complained, took directions
well, and seemed to run on an endless supply of energy and spunk. Buck, who was
a devastatingly handsome young man at seventeen, took a lot of pride in his
duties and probably wouldn’t have worked any harder if it had been his own
place. Rowdy liked to exercise his growing strength and, like a sponge, he
seemed to absorb all the knowledge and know-how that he could from Stone. The
youngest of the bunch, Cody, became more like an extension of Stone. He worked
beside Stone every chance he got and ate up Stone’s praise like it was
nourishment.
Stone only wished that Brock and Jake could see their
sons like this! He could prove to them that their absenteeism was what fueled
the boys’ rebellion, and show them that their kids were just yearning to have
their basic emotional needs met with love and attention. How he wanted to shake
some sense into those two! But knowing that would be foolish and ineffective,
Stone savored his time with them and was determined to take full advantage of
it, believing it was an opportunity from God to sow seeds of love and
encouragement into their lives.
“So how’s school?” Stone asked the boys one
afternoon. They’d all been working hard in the field and it was finally time
for a break. So they spread themselves out on a shaded embankment and sipped
cool water from their canteens.
“We’ve been learnin’ about all kinds of stuff,
like the telegraph and how it works. And I’m getting better at my long
division,” Rowdy shared.
“Good. How ‘bout you, Cody? You like learnin’
‘bout those things?”
“It’s all right. I learn more bein’ here with
you though,” Cody said.
“I’m glad you think so,” laughed Stone, “but
you make sure you get your head filled up at school. A man with a head full of
knowledge can do anything. You plannin’ on goin’ to college, Buck?”
“Nah. That stuff ain’t for me. I just want to run
my own place, like you,” answered Buck, who was picking at the dry grass.
“Nothin’ wrong with that,” Stone said. He
reached for his Bible, which he usually kept close by, and began to read.
“Stone, what’cha always readin’ that Bible
for?” Rowdy wondered.
“Gotta feed my spirit, same as I do my body.”
“You really believe all that stuff in there?” Buck
asked sarcastically.
“’Course. This here book saved my life.”
“How can a book do that?” asked Cody as he rolled
onto his stomach.
“All I had to do was start readin’ it. It showed
me ever’thing that was wrong with my life, and that havin’ money wasn’t
the answer to happiness.” Of course, Stone knew that to be true now more than
ever: his pockets were lined with plenty of money, but he gladly would’ve
thrown it all away for another chance with Josie.
“Try tellin’ that to my pa,” Buck said.
“Your pa don’t believe in the Bible?”
Buck thought for a moment before answering.
“I guess so, but makin’ money is what’s
important to him. When he’s around, all he talks about is school and getting
good marks so I can go to college, and be like him.” Buck snickered since the
very idea was absurd to him.
“Well, like I said, schoolin’ is important, real
important, but your character tells others what kind of man you are.”
“What’s character?” Cody asked.
“It’s the way you live and the rules you live by;
it’s what you believe.”
“All my pa believes in is money,” said Buck with a
hint of anger.
“Mine too,” added Cody.
“And are they happy? What about your mas, they
happy?” The three looked at each other with a sad disappointment. No one gave
Stone an answer, but he wasn’t expecting one. “See fellas, chasing after
things like money is a waste, ‘cause in the end, it don’t mean a thing. I
learned that the hard way. Cost me ten years of my life and my gal. But once I
started to trust in the Lord and follow His ways, things started fallin’ into
place. I’ve got this farm, and my freedom. Put your eyes on the Lord, and
he’ll take care of that which concerns you.”
Buck reached over and took Stone’s Bible. He leafed
through it carefully and glanced at some of the pages. He couldn’t deny that
he was curious, but doubt was heavy in his heart.
“I don’t think my pa’d like me takin’ up
religion,” he said.
“Pa and ma use to take us to church and all, when
we’s younger, ma said so,” Rowdy said.
“Yeah, church ain’t so bad. Some of the folks are
real nice, and they hug you, like you’re part of their family,” said Cody.
Stone was a bit surprised to hear this from Cody, considering that just a short
time ago he didn’t care much for people who showed their affection. But Cody
had been faithfully attending church with his ma and sisters for several weeks,
and despite the fact that he didn’t want to go at first, he ended up enjoying
himself more than he could’ve imagined. Of course, he wasn’t quite ready to
share that fact with his ma.
“Who wants to sit and hear old Tom-cat rant and
rave?”
“It’s not just about church, Buck; it’s about
your heart. You need to let go of all that anger and strife you’ve been
carrying against your pa. Give it to the Lord and let Him fill you up with love
and understandin’.”
Buck didn’t know where to begin, or whether it was
really possible for something like that to happen to a fella.
“Like I said, my pa ain’t one for religion no
more.”
“You know Buck, you’re practically a man now, and
the day is about to come when you gotta step out of your pa’s shadow and stand
on your own two feet. You’re gonna have to make your own decisions and take
care of your own family someday.” Stone wanted to sound encouraging, but
feared that he’d failed miserably.
“All I can figure is that God must love you best,
Stone,” said Cody. He had turned on his back, folded his hands behind his head
and stuck a piece of straw into his mouth.
“What makes you say that?”
“’Cause o’ the way things turned out for you.”
“He’ll do the same thing for you, or anyone else
for that matter, if you just give Him a chance.” With that Stone looked
thoughtfully at Buck.
“Yeah, maybe.” Buck said.
“Ain’t no maybe about it, son,” Stone said as he
playfully slapped his hat across Buck’s knees. “We’d better get back to
work, the day’s wastin’ away.”
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