“What
d' ya mean I take up too much room?”
The
raven’s mutters grew in volume. He pecked hard at the massive hand next to
his feet.
“Two
Swords too big.”
The
Guardian sneered at the bird and nursed his sore finger.
Stupid
old crow, anyway. He let his feet dangle over the trio sitting a good sixty
feet below.
“Huh.
Why don’t you go find a hungry cat and sacrifice yourself, baldy?” On his
back Heart muttered at them to shut it, and like now.
“Oh
yeah?” the Guardian bellowed. “First it’s this stupid flying rat, and
now my own sword tells me where to head in. And what do you wanna make of
it-” He yelled in pain and dodged off the branch, skidding to a halt a
tractor-trailer length away from the snag. Feet hanging over thin air, Two
Swords rubbed the finger nail mark in his right ear lobe. Gee-wizz!, but Ma
nearly pierced his ear that time. The old raven croaked with laughter.
“Ha-ha.
Ma got ya.”
Leda
shivered and looked up. Her hand edged over her head in a protective gesture.
That dammed raven. Friggin chiste, where was it?
The
raven snickered, dancing from one black foot to another. Cackling a loud, “Weee,”
he then yelped, “Ouch,” as a
dainty bare foot poked him under the tail feathers.
He
shot off his perch and winged to another dead branch.
Leda
cursed and dived under Carl’s thick arms.
“Come
here.”
Torn
between fear and outright terror, Two Swords stared at the diminutive
Eagle-Woman.
“I
didn’t do nothin, Ma. I swear!” He held up a spade-sized hand and frantic
haste looked for a place to spit. The Guardian hiccuped loudly. Two Swords
shook his head at her, trying to think up some excuse.
“I’m
guilty, but I didn’t do it,” he blurted and groaned. His hand smacked into
his forehead in self-disgust. “Stupid, stupid. No. I don’t mean- I mean I
didn’t mean -”
Slowly,
imperceptibly, he was drifting closer to the dead top of the pine, still
trying to think of a reason for her
showing up. His knees touched the stubby limb and he blanched a brilliant
white. The smile he flashed would have out-done anything Benny could try.
He
was spun, shoved down hard enough his seat bounced on the branch.
Glaring
at the three of them, Two Swords, the Raven-protector, and Heart, she bared
her teeth in fury, from one to the other.
“This,”
she said scathingly, “is no time for childish antics. Time grows late. You
had all better get it together, or else. Got
it?”
All
three stared at her with a healthy dose of respect. She scowled. Two heads
rattled an affirmative, Heart trilled.
Opening
her arms, she somehow managed to hug all three before sliding away. “I love
you.” She wiped at her tears with the back of her hand. “Be good, now, or
else.” She faded away.
Benny
scowled up at the raven. Weird old over-grown crow. It was carrying on like it
was about to lay an effing egg.
“Don’t
have a bird,” he muttered sourly. Then he grinned.
Carl’s
bellow of outrage gave Benny a start and made him cringe.
“You
dirty rotten stinkin carp crotch.”
Carl
lunged, but she was ready. Leda sprang away with a sly grin.
Her
look of cool superiority faded as Carl twisted and stared in the direction of
Benny’s house. She could just see a patch of white through the trees.
Leda
smiled in chilling triumph. Maybe Snake had done his job.
The
raven shot off the branch. Shrieking at the top of her lungs, Leda dived to
the ground. It cast a wistful look at her hair and rocketed towards the house.
Closing
her eyes, Leda gave a small gust of laughter. It was over. She had won.
Her
gaze fused with Benny’s. Now she would call Ryan. Carl would crawl back in
his bottle, and they could finish with him.
Carl
frowned at the sly expression on her face. Carl debated whether or not to slam
her. He grunted. Leda enjoyed that kind of thing, it made her feel like a
martyr.
He
pulled up the sack and prepared to make a quick run to Anna’s.
Leda
smirked.
You’re
next, Benny.
Something
was going on. You didn’t have to be a spirit-walker like Anna to know it. A
sick feeling twisted deep in the pit of Carl’s stomach.
He
hopped on the Red Sun, and stood to kick her down.
Just
then Anna’s old wreck bellowed and back-fired.
Carl’s
head snapped up, his face a careful neutral, staring, waiting in a frozen agony.
Nails
biting hard into her palms, Leda growled in frustration.
The
old wreck sputtered past, fumes billowing through the trees, the unmuffled roar
deafening the trio.
Carl
grinned in relief and it was all Leda could do to keep from attacking him. She
swung around on Benny, growling and panting.
Benny
stiffened at the hate in her eyes. It was an animal hate, inhuman, from the
creatures she shared her body with. It emanated from the woman like black fire.
Crouching,
her hands locked into claws.
She
pounced at Benny.
Without
leaving the saddle, Carl was on her. He jerked her back into his arms and Benny
was surprised at how gentle Carl was when she gouged the gaunt face with her
nails. Carl’s time with Mom must be changing the man. It almost made Benny
feel glum.
Carl
gave her a light shake. His jaw thrust out, he pushed his bleeding face at hers.
“Bitch,”
he rasp in a voice so low Benny couldn’t catch it. “One thing I don’t give
a flying fuck about is what happens to me.
But baby, you lay one stinkin finger on my
kid or his mom, and I’ll snap your
friggin neck like a dry twig.”
Then
he gave her a savage shake. Leda wailed in hysterical panic.
“You
got it, Leda?” he said, harsh, from between clenched jaws. “The only reason
I’m here is because I know you’re up to no good, and I’ll kill you before
I let you hurt my family.
“Just
you remember, Leda-” He leered, hungry to take her life. Carl snapped his
fingers in her face.
Blanching,
she stared at the long, work-hardened fingers.
“Carl,”
she babbled, “all the babies I had for you-”
He
grabbed Leda by the face, the brawny fingers gouging deep into flesh and bone.
“All
my what? You mean all the kids we
could have had, but you had to feed them to those spooks on the ‘Stone. Or did
you figure I was too stoned and greedy to care?” He bent down and spat on her
breasts.
“Tell
me, Leda, are those the kids you’re talking about? Are they, you bitch?”
His
eyes reddened. The hold tightened in a slow, easy vise until she began to
struggle against the pain, shrieking in agonized curses. His fingers felt the
softness of her flesh, relished the shifting of her bones as they began to
develop fine lines and imperceptible cracks.
She
was dying. Weakened, Leda pounded on his arms, his face and groin. Carl was so
berserk with hate he could feel nothing but a starved ache to destroy Leda for
all the years she had abused his love. Destroy her and all she stood for. Tears
ran down Carl’s face. Their bitter taste filled him, told him he was right to
do this.
“No,
Carl,” Benny shouted. “Don’t.”
Leaping
at his stepfather, Benny slammed into the man only to be slapped aside.
For
years Leda teased and gouged at Carl’s manhood. Pushing, egging him up to a
certain point, then stopping before he lost his temper. Today it was all coming
to a head and she was dying.
Benny
scrambled back to Carl, hammering on Carl’s arms. Leda faded onto her knees.
Even
driven to the brink of insanity, dimly Carl could hear Benny. The voice forced
his hate-filled soul to remember another woman, one who offered love and a right
to be a man without strings attached to his manhood.
He
shuddered and dropped Leda to the damp earth. Carl sank back into the saddle. He
stared at her, then dismounted.
In
an easy rice-paddy squat, Carl sat on his heels near Leda’s heaving and puking
body. In a distant voice he said, “You doing?” Carl paused to stare into the
past for a moment. “Want an ambulance or something?”
Gasping
with pain, cursing the bruises she would have, Leda opened her mouth to rake
Carl to hell. His eyes narrowed.
“Don’t
say it, Leda, or I’ll finish it here and now.”
He
stared at her, uncaring if she lived or died.
“I
ask if you were OK.” Arms resting lightly on his knees, Carl hunched over
Leda.
She
managed a nod. Rising, he unceremoniously hauled her to her feet.
“Well?
Come on, you rip. Or you’ll be late for your appointment.” He spat on the ground and wiped his mouth off with
the back of his hand.
Unable
to do more than whisper, Leda clenched her jaws and nodded. Paybacks, Carl, are
like you say, a real mutherfucker.
She
saw Benny studying her, and bared her teeth in a cold promise that his life was
worthless.
Benny
flashed Leda a brilliant smile and pretended to pick something from his teeth.
She
glared at Benny, then remembered his ancestors had been Mengwe, outlaws, before
they changed to Wy:O:Ming. And the ani:Mengwe
had been super-religious cannibals.
Feeling
even less sure of herself, Leda squatted heavily behind Carl on the Red Sun.
“Yo,
Benny?”
At
the dangerous, low timber of Carl’s voice, Benny’s eyes widened. He blushed
at Carl and winced. The last time Carl had caught him doing that Carl had taken
him aside and explained what bad manners were, then gave him some memorable
bruises, promising to yank all of Benny’s teeth is he ever did it again.
He
cocked his head at Benny. “You want to go with us?”
A
look of horror came over Benny’s face.
“Nah.”
Carl chuckled softly. “Not to, uh, work,
kid.”
The
huge and bluff man gave an explosive snort of mirth at the look on Benny’s
face. “I just figured you and me could go to Bob White’s dojo for a couple
of hours. How about it?”
He
was as close to pleading as he ever got. The trip from the Valley would take
several hours if the roads were bad, and he was half afraid he would kill Leda
if he were alone with her that long.
Leaning
her head against the broad back, Leda smirked at Benny. Butt-boy, she mouthed.
She
had a small brown bottle stashed in her purse that was guaranteed to get the
polock to do any dammed thing she wanted. Even take himself into the hell of old
man Ryan’s d’Sade Room.
The
last thing she needed was for Benny to come along and make Carl feel all
protective and fatherly. She gave Benny a cold, antagonistic stare.
“Maybe
the kid got better things to do with his time. Like going to his own dojo.”
Carl’s
head dropped. Low and bear-like, he growled,.
The
woman trembled. Biting her lip, she closed her eyes and then snarled in
frustration.
Ready
to smash Leda into the ground, Carl stopped, glaring up Owl Hell Road.
A
bicycle flashed past. Benny yelled and Todd doughnutted in the soft gravel. He
came by, waved and bounced down the path.
“Hey,
bro. Hey Carl, how’s doin’?” Todd scowled at Leda, then said to Benny,
“I thought you were going with us to the Kanonasioni tonight, bro-mine.”
Scratching
an arm pit, Leda giggled. “Carl wanted to go, but he couldn’t.” She winked
at Todd and blew him a kiss, then looked to see if Carl saw. What horrified Leda
was he actually looked like he wanted to go to that church. With a bunch of
dirty breeds?
Old
man Grey would quit the grave first – again - before she ever went to one.
Todd
laughed at her.
“Hey,
Uncle Carl, the roof won’t cave in. I gotta go to your house, Benny. Et:lo:ki
Anna wants to have a Sing for Mrs. Brynn, and she forgot some stuff.”
Smiling
slightly, Todd ask quietly, “You coming tonight?”
“Sure.”
Benny frowned at Todd’s silent laugh. Annoyed, he said, “I promised-”
Todd
shook his head and chuckled deeply. Benny flushed at him.
With
a sad grin, Todd said, “Like always, bro? Guess I’ll see you both for
milking tomorrow. Do:hi:yi, dn:V:tli.”
“Yeah.
Later, Toddy.”
With
a narrow stare after Benny’s cousin, Carl spat out his gum and shoved in a
fresh stick. Fire seemed to scorch his mouth.
Up
above them, Two Swords took out a stick of gum and he blinked at the red flames
that gouted from of his mouth.
“Mmp,”
he grunted, “Not bad, Carl dude.” The raven came back and gave him a dry,
unappreciative glare.
“You
better ride, kid. He’ll probably run home and tell mommy.”
“Nah,”
Benny said, his gaze still on Todd’s back. “He’s cool-”
“He’s
a wimp,” Carl told him bluntly. He turned and glared at the smug, hopeful look
on Leda’s broad face.
Benny’s
hands curled into fists.
“He’s
my cousin, man. My best bro. The kid got it all together.”
Carl’s
eyes darkened and hooded. Somebody nutted and gutted the Arab, Bellsario, a few
weeks after the Project got him off the hook. Only a Wy:O:Ming executioner
killed that way. And that, only for rape. His fists tightened, the knuckles
whitening, bone straining over the scarred and callused skin.
Eyes
cool and challenging, his head went back. Bellsario deserved to die. He stared
at Benny and wondered.
She
giggled.
“Still
going to the dojo up in Hazleton, kid?” That ought to get Carl’s goat. Goad
him enough and maybe she could kill two birds with one stone, get Benny’s body
for the Mahiwak-Bu:u - or the Snake,
which ever wanted him most - and Carl would go to death row for a short ride to
hell on the Sparky Express.
With
them two gone, she could even do away with Anna.
Harsh
laughter muttered from Leda. One way or the other, she would come out the
winner. She always did.
Cocking
her head to one side, Leda giggled. “Pity Carl. He’s still hurting from the
last time you two sparred.” Blood-lust filled her eyes.
Look
at him.
Leda
grew furious. Cool and cock-sure of himself, the little bastard. Both of ‘em
are. And Carl? If she didn’t know better, she would figure they were lovers,
having a little spat before jumping in bed.
The
thought, Like father, Like son, sprang
into her mind, and her face drooped into a sulk.
Carl
turned. Leda cringed in awe of his hate.
In
silence he stared at Leda, his eyes wide in a wolfish contempt.
He
took a deep, slow breath, and wished desperately Anna were here. He was on the
verge of murder. Insanity ate at his mind, nibbled like rats on the fringes of
his soul.
Anna?
Babe?
I need you, honey . . . .
A
voiceless cry of despair.
Aaannaaa?
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