Donald
slammed into the sinks instead of Grey. The cigarette smashed between his
upper right cheek and the mirror. He yelped, slapping at the fire scorching
into his Bermuda tanned skin.
He
spun his six foot frame and reached for Benny. Benny nodded, smiled politely
and ducked hard and fast, his fist plowed into the half-back’s midriff.
Strangled
gargling noises came from deep in his throat. Donald sank to his knees and
stared in shock at the ashes and cigarette butts littering the floor.
In
a human tidal wave, the team surged over Benny. He gave a bellow of outrage at
their act of cowardice.
“One
at a time,” he screamed. “Or five-” A fist in the solar plexus knocked
the wind from his lungs, an elbow drove him to the floor.
They
grabbed his arms and legs, stretching Benny on the filthy tiles of the boy’s
lavatory.
Donald
crept to his feet, his face red, his eyes narrowed and bitter cold.
“Indian-”
He gasp and swallowed hard at what he’d had for breakfast. Clutching at his
stomach, Donald hissed, “You’re dead.”
He
grabbed Benny by the tee shirt and the old cloth ripped away. The ancient
symbols glowered and stank faintly of charred flesh. Donald blanched.
“You’re
dead meat, whore,” he whispered.
A
black and blue stain covered Benny’s right side, the outline a sickly yellow
over the cracked ribs he had suffered in the fight at the Blackman Street Bar.
Benny
shifted. Trying not to think about what was to come he glared at Donald.
“Let’s
cool him off first,” Donald said, his throat constricted and tight. He
couldn’t take his eyes from the marks. They terrified him.
Opening
his fly, a grim smile pierced his eyes. He coldly towered over Benny in an
effort to dominate the unyielding truth in Benny’s own eyes.
The
door slammed back.
A
strangled voice yelped, “Mrs. Ritter?
This is the boy’s room.” The air filled with the stench of scorched urine
and wet ashes as dozens of cigarettes shhhed
into urinals and toilets.
Eyes
closed, choking on the fumes, Mrs. Ritter gagged.
“Nope,
Erin, I don’t see any boys smoking in here.” She stepped back, then
paused, listening to a chorus of relieved sighs and laughs.
Two
Swords groaned. He yanked on her sleeve. Her guardian snarled at him, but
subsided at a touch from the Eagle-Woman.
Mrs.
Ritter sensed something. She stalked back in.
A
knot of boys sagged away from her approach.
She
eased through them. Her eyes glared down at Benny.
“What’s
going on?” she snapped.
Dragging
up his fly, the zipper caught in delicate flesh. Donald yelped and froze.
She
rolled her eyes at the urine soaking the front of McGuire's shark skin pants.
She glared at him. “Need a diaper, McGuire? And you?” Benny shivered.
“Uh
. . . .”
Benny
glanced around at the crowd. The lavatory was rapidly clearing out. “I must
o’ fell, Mrs. Ritter.” His smile was brilliant, boyish and happy. Benny
picked himself up and dusted his hands at the ashes and cigarette butts
clinging stubbornly to his jeans and tee shirt.
“You
have ten seconds to get to class, Grey. Move it.”
Benny
nodded rapidly and hiccuped. He edged past her and ran.
She
turned, spotted a glossy flash and plucked Donald’s lighter from his hands.
“This
yours?”
He
shivered and his head snapped back and forth several times in denial.
“I
suppose these aren’t yours either?” Mrs. Ritter grabbed at his shirt
pocket and snatched out the freshly opened pack of Reds. At fifteen dollars a
pack, cigarettes were a status symbol few teens could live without, and few
teachers could afford.
She
moved through the team, snagging more packs.
“The
bell just rang. Get to class.”
They
piled through the bottle-neck of the lavatory door and scurried down the
halls.
Crooking
a finger at Erin, she motioned for the other teacher to join her in the
boy’s lavatory.
“Pish,
kid,” she snapped at the young, substitute teacher’s blush. “We got five
minutes. You want to run all the way down to the lounge? Five minutes! Just
enough time for a quick smoke. Move it or lose it.” She dangled a cigarette
in front of the younger woman’s eyes.
The
woman vaulted into the lavatory, the cigarette snapped from Mrs. Ritter’s
hand in passing.
Benny
slumped in his seat through the most deadly and boring class of all.
History.
Urk.
His face twisted in distaste.
He
tried to sleep and got rapped on the head.
Mrs.
Ritter glared down at him and moved on, expounding in a hard, demanding voice
the facts of some war in 1812.
Pulling
the jacket close, he glared at her back. The tag on his tee shirt was digging
a hole into his adams apple.
Benny
tore it off.
Mrs.
Ritter turned.
He
froze. She glanced over the class and moved on.
His
back stuck to the inside of the jacket, a further annoyance, but better than
letting everybody see him wearing a rag for a tee. Glum and bored, he stared
at the book on his desk.
She
stopped before the front blackboard. Benny’s nose twitched, itching at the
dry odor of chalk dust. His head nodded, his eyes drifted shut.
Carl
and old man Conners looked on in horror as Raighleigh stepped between
Benny’s legs. The doctor checked the straps, made certain his patient
wasn’t going escape the stirrups during the short and very painful
operation.
He
smiled at Benny, lifted the cringing scrotum and made the first incision.
Mrs.
Ritter walked past Benny and her foot accidentally kicked his boot.
Benny
snapped out of the nightmare and flashed her a smile.
She
glanced at him. The class sat in numbed silence.
He
blanched.
Sweat
rolled off his face, soaking into the tee shirt.
Benny
licked his lips. She smiled, eyes tight, filled with the promise of millions
and millions of reports to be done by him if he dozed off again. Benny’s
head rattled a desperate yes.
She
nodded slowly, and gracefully moved on, her voice strident, the words anything
but boring now.
He
closed his eyes and gasp under his breath in relief.
The
closer the night came, the closer that
night came, the worse the dreams were getting.
His
hand eased down to the crotch of his jeans.
Benny
grimaced, squirmed in the hard seat of his desk. He licked beads of cold sweat
from the downy beginnings of a mustache, lips twisting at the bitter taste and
the fears which brought a very real, very basic ache at scrotum level.
Man,
but it had all been too close for call.
He
blinked and pulled his hand away, tempted to check, just to make certain they
were both still there. There was probably more scar tissue down there than
balls anymore, it had come that close.
Man,
but they ached at just the thought of what had almost been. They hurt like hell.
Benny
grinned, his smile shaky, and slid down in the seat. His boots propped up on
the rung of the desk in front of his. His knees spread wide to take away any
pressure from his groin.
Mrs.
Ritter leaned forward on her desk. She glanced at the clock and then at Benny.
To
herself she muttered, “Dear God, let the kid be free, both of his past and
the present. Ni:io.”
The
bell screamed. He bolted from his desk.
“Walk,”
Mrs. Ritter bellowed, “do not run. Go on, go home and have some fun. You
earned it. Most of you, anyway,” she grumbled at Benny. How did he always
manage to get to the door first?
Mrs.
Ritter shouted, “Not you, Grey. Get back here.”
He
edged back through the crush at the door and trotted to her desk, his face a
dusky red of guilt.
“Where
is it?”
Head
rattling a yes, Benny reached into
his back pocket and snatched out the assignment. He handed it to her. Then
yanked it back, trying to press out the worse of the wrinkles, smearing the
paper even more and tearing it.
Benny
shoved it at her and slumped in a desk. Rusted metal and cracked plastic
groaned under him.
The
bell rang again and he jumped to his feet. Her hand flashed up, freezing him
in place.
Benny
scowled. If he got detention Mom would nail him to the wall. Shoot, one more
detention and he was heading back to the reformatory, and that was on the word
of his parole officer, the creep. He watched, his jaws working as Mrs.
Ritter’s gaze devoured his paper. Benny hiccuped.
She
took it to her computer, scanned it, and ran a few of Benny’s other papers
on the screen. Darkly ominous, Mrs. Ritter’s eyes narrowed.
“You
and Toddy are cousins,” she barked. “Right?”
Jumping
up, Benny hurried to her. His head rattled a yes. Benny forced his face into
an inscrutable blandness.
Peering
hard at Benny over her reading glasses, Mrs. Ritter snapped, “It shows in
your writing skills.” Her face hardened.
Crumpling
the paper into a ball, she tossed it at Benny. “I want it back tomorrow,
Grey. Neat, legible, and in your own
words." In Old-Speech she
snapped, “Kennen sie gut?”
Stopping
just short of saluting her, Benny muttered, “Yes, ma’am.” He smoothed
the paper, refolding it, and stuffed it into his back pocket.
Slipping
away from her, an angry Benny muttered to himself for not getting around to
copying it. But the bike needed to be checked, and -
“What?
You want to do another report for me?”
Benny’s
head rattled a denial.
“Then
get out.”
Benny
darted through the doorway, her glare scorched a hole through his jacket all
the way down the hall.
Two
Swords scowled happily at old lady Ritter. Ol’ bim, she sure loved his kid.
He
watched Benny scurry away, Two Swords fell on the floor and howled with
laughter.
His
sword trilled angrily. Heart-a’-Fire twisted in the harness on his back and
rapped him sharply with her fist sized balance.
From
the shadow of a doorway a kid known as Smear for the face paint his wore,
watched Benny dart from the classroom. Smear shoved his hands in the pockets
of his ragged coat and drifted after Benny, his face a careful blank, eyes
dull.
Benny
jumped off the bus. The sun was going down, the whole Valley cast in its bloody
red light.
The
woman was again on the porch. It was as if she never moved.
Cocky,
Leda smiled. She opened her door and motioned for Benny to come in.
He
scowled, pointing at Uncle Charlie’s screeching twins, and was gratified to
see her smile waver ever so slightly when the girls paused the mouth of her
unkempt driveway. They stuck out their tongues and moved off in a huff, noses in
the air, skinny arms entwined. A thin tendril of smoke eased up from Leda’s
shack and was gone. The Twins might be strange, but they could be deadly, too.
Leda’s
eyes grew cold. She rubbed her crotch and moved her hands as if counting money,
then waved her hand at the open door.
Benny
shivered. He closed his eyes and wished he had never done it with that Chillin,
Leda’s most expensive girl. That one stupid act had through Leda’s blackmail
cost him his honor, his sanity, and very nearly his manhood.
Todd
moved up to stand with him. Benny glanced at him, his face easing in relief at
the solid presence of his cousin.
Todd
looked back. Leda was still on her porch, her face lit with a greedy hunger.
Benny had been the main attraction of her stables a year ago. Since the story
about the Manse broke she had been hurting financially, for Leda.
He
stopped, a toothy grin on his dark face that was pure insult. Todd pointed up at
the lightening struck white pine snag and the raven’s nest.
The
old bird flapped up.
Leda
screamed a low growl of terror and hate and drove her bloated body through the
open door.
He
got back from the next morning’s milking, crawled up the ladder to his loft,
to flop on the bed.
The
next thing he knew the sun was shining and his mother was shaking him hard, a
friendly grin on her pretty face.
Sleepily,
Benny grinned back. It was the first smile he had seen on Mom since the cops had
come, hauling Carl away two days ago for parole violation.
“Coming
with me to the Kanonasioni, bub?”
A
familiar boom shook the air.
Anna’s
forced brightness died.
“Can
I have my keys, Mom? Please,” he ask, his face ashen and twisted. Was it
Carl’s Uohali-Red Sun? “It’s been over a week.” His head jerked around,
his eyes wide. “Carl,” Benny
shouted. “He’s back.” Benny leaped from the bed and dragged on his boots.
“Please,
Mom,” he said, his words breaking Anna’s heart. “I gotta see him, just to
see if he’s OK.”
“Stay
away from Carl, Benny,” Anna whispered. “It’s better for him if you do.”
“Tonight,
Mom. I’ll go with you to the Longhouse tonight.”
She
gave the Veil of the Sun a sad smile. In the old traditions, Benny was a man at
the age of fifteen. In this day and age, society tried to prevent that from ever
occurring. The Janissary Project was another thing entirely.
“Benny,
you know it would be better for you to -”
The
Uohali roared again.
Weary
beyond belief, Anna sagged. She moved down the ladder and dug into her purse,
the one place so sacrosanct even Benny did not dare venture, and found his keys.
A
flash of red through the wild lilacs and laurels along the road caught her eye.
Carl and his almost cherry Uohali Red Sun.
She
glanced at Benny. The days he wanted mothering were long passed. He needed a man
to show him the way now. With sorrow in her eyes, she tossed the keys up through
the trapdoor.
Benny
whooped and dived after them through the trapdoor. He snatched the keys out of
the air, and bounced through the living room, then slammed out, bellowing, “Thanks,
Mom,” in a voice that was as deep and strong as ever his father’s had
been.
Anna
opened her mouth to yell him to be careful, and the walls exploded. Surrounded
by clouds and blue sky, she stood frozen. A wall of mist shifted and swirled.
The sun enveloped her, warmed her. Words were spoken into her soul.
Anna
looked down and saw two motorcycles in a reckless charge through heavy traffic
on route 309 into Wilkes-Barre.
She
opened her mouth to scream a warning and saw her son die.
The
world shifted and the floor rushed up to greet her as an ancient Uohali-Night
Sun bellowed and sputtered down the Sandy Valley road.
Benny
kicked her down hard, letting the Night Sun jounce over the broken cobbles and
onto the lane. He skidded a little, twisted the accelerator and roared away from
the house.
He
made the turn onto Owl Hell road too fast, but just right. The rear end slewed,
showering red gravel in the thick ruts of the cross roads, just enough to give
Benny a hard a thrill before he righted the old war horse and sent her charging
up the slight grade to the bridge over the creek.
The
planks of the bridge rattled and bounced under the Night Sun’s wheels, gaping
a little to show murmuring waters and sharp rock just below the planks.
Hearing
a bellow, he shot a glance to the right and turned that way instead of into
Leda’s drive. He dived between the bushes and onto a well defined and muddy
trail leading back to the old white pine snag.
Along
the grassy banks of the creek lay Carl. Leda was sulking next to him.
She
gave Benny a hard, calculating gaze that darkened his face with shame and
shortened his temper.
Her
smile was caustic, mocking, and he recognized it for what it was. Leda never
changed in all the years he’d known her. She was trying to get him to say or
do something that would enrage Carl.
Leda’s
eyes narrowed. A bitter gaze raked down the stained tee shirt to his groin.
Benny chilled. He started to draw his knees up, then though better of it.
Benny
spread his legs wide and gave Leda the bird, the finger upside-down between his
legs. The middle finger snapped back into the fist. Even Leda could read that
sign. You ain’t worth the effort.
A
snarl ripped across her face. She looked at him and her hand rubbed, possessive,
across Carl’s unshaven cheeks. Long, well manicured nails scraped the stubble.
Her
lips said, Does it hurt, Benny? If you want to live with Carl, come live with
me. Both of you are mine.
He
saw it, and Carl growled a warning. Carl shoved her hand from his face. Sounding
remarkably like her cat, Leda hissed and sprang away.
Watching
Leda through cold reptilian eyes, Carl felt sick to his stomach.Soon, baby,
soon. I’m takin you out, and my kid here and my old lady will be safe from
you.
Soon.
His
smile mocked Leda. All that A-Team type training the Marines had done him for
would do it. Get rid of Leda and her whole pack at one time. Blooya.
A
chilling radiance filled Carl. He grinned at Benny and jerked a net shopping
sack from the icy waters of the creek. Carl touched the bottles in the sack. Yo,
felt like they were already frozen, and here it was, barely the end of October.
“Here
ya go, kid.” He tossed a beer at Benny.
Benny
snatched the bottle from the air, twisted the top off in a flash of white teeth
and chugged it down. He grinned, belched loudly, and manfully crushed the
plastic with one hand. It was bio-degradable, so he tossed it in the laurels and
held out his hand for another.
“Chill
it,” Leda said, shrill with jealousy. “Leave a few for the rest of us.”
Carl
laughed at her. He snapped another at Benny and snorted at Leda’s bitter red
face.
“Stuff
it, Leda. You snagged two before the skins were even cold. He’s my kid, and if
he wants to drink a keg dry, he can.”
His
eyes told her emphatically to shut up, or he’d shut her up.
Leda
snorted, but clamped her jaws shut. Sullen now, she chugged her beer. None of it
was going the way Ryan planned.
She
finished the beer, tossed the bottle in the creek, then reached over Carl to a
second net bag.
Carl
shifted under her weight and her arm plunged into the icy waters.
Taking
the beers from her, Carl set them firmly back in the murmuring stream.
She
slanted a look at Carl, her eyes smoldering, calculating.
Carl
stuffed a piece of gum in his mouth. Hot RedaCinn from the smell of it. Leda
wrinkled her nose in disgust. The things
that resided in Leda stirred, wary of the scent.
With
an eye on Benny, she leaned over Carl and moved her lips and hands in sensuous
motions over the hard body of the big man. She was panting for him. Before, Carl
couldn’t because he was in pain from losing his child and from the bottle he
was slowly drowning himself in. Now he had told her never again would he touch
her, that only Anna was woman enough for him, she was growing insane for him.
Dammit,
but that friggin Anna.
She
leaned out and tried to snag the sack.
His
hand cracked down hard on Leda’s. She cried out, furious with him for daring
to strike her.
She
leaped away and Carl pulled her back down in one rough jerk.
Face
reddened, Benny turned from them. Carl was fully aroused by Leda, his jeans so
threadbare it was a wonder they could contain him.
He
studied the tops of the trees.
Benny
suppressed a grin. That nutty old raven was up there, sitting quiet as a church
mouse. Probably hoping to snatch more of Leda’s frowzy peroxide hair for his
nest.
“Hey,
Carl, what happened with the cops?”
“Yo.”
The big man laughed. “They stuffed me in a cell and then that jerk Miller come
down and read me the riot act. I laid onto that pig, bro. Told him I wasn’t
working for his cousin no more, and that was final.” Carl stretched and yawned
hugely. “He said I was gone, dude. They were gonna take me to Philly and
Eastern Pen-” Carl snickered at Benny’s shudder.
“Some
news sharks were there when they hauled me to the van . . . I yelled at them and
they knew me from the Manse. Miller screamed his head off, but the Speaker is
doin’ a write-up on war heroes being used and abused by the system. And,” he
added softly, “Now I got permission to reopen the shop. Me and Jacobowitz, up
on Laurel Street, doing what we do best, kid.” Carl gazed in near adoration at
his motorcycle.
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