So much to learn, such little time!
Your Instructor is Professor Taltos
By now I am sure you have figured out that this has all become a lot more complicated than I thought it would be. I must apologize for dragging this one on and on. Believe me it isn't intentional, things are just a touch more complicated than I thought they would be. (lol)
However the one thing I have going for me is I'm not a quitter. Therefore I shall try to keep these lessons as brief as possible but not dilute the information I pass on to you. I hate it when my students fall asleep. However I must try to be complete in my coverage of the lesson plan. So please be patient while I continue to explain my first cyber-sex experience. Then we shall go on to the various places I have come to haunt occasionally.
By now I am sure you have an idea of the kind of dialogue that was happening between myself and the gentleman called ' The Beast'. He was doing a very good job of creating a realistic scenario as we went along. I was learning very fast that there were some very intelligent and well-mannered people on-line.
It's funny how we manage to always create an image in our minds. Like when you talk to someone on the phone a lot but never see the face that belongs to the voice. When you do meet them they never look the way you thought they would. The people I have been meeting in cyber-land have been from all walks of life and come with all types of opinions and attitudes. As a member of the human race I would like to add here that I believe we have to stop generalizing people and see them as the individuals they are. This was my lesson one in cyber-land.
Any way lets continue with the 'Beast' and I. We were finally getting somewhere. I had accepted the fact that I had a lot to learn and settled down to let him do the driving so to speak.
He was a kind and very romantic man at heart and it showed in his patience with me. He had me sitting on the bed looking up at him. As I closed my eyes for a second I could almost feel him standing in front of me. I shook my head again and tried to pay attention to every detail he was giving me. I knew I would need to remember a lot when I began to write this. He was telling me he thought I was sexy and he wanted to touch me.
"I want to take you in my arms and touch every inch of you. I want to kiss your lips hard as I moan your name over and over. I want to brush your hair aside and find that magic spot on the side of your neck. That special place that makes you moan when I begin to nibble ever so softly." He paused for a moment here. I found I was impatient for him to continue.
He began again after a brief minute. "My hands roam freely as I explore your body. I can feel you shiver in the cool night air as I slowly undress you. I tuck you under my nice thick down quilt and lay you back on the pillows. You look fragile in my big bed, not unlike a young girl. This only makes me want to take you even more. My lust runs hard through me. I want to be rough with you but I take my time as I enjoy exploring you all over."
It took a second for me to realize he had managed to actually turn me on. I sat at my computer confused and very aroused not sure what was happening to me but not wanting it to stop.
As if he could read my thoughts he typed to me " R u all right??
I smiled to myself as I typed back "Yes I am fine ty. Please go on." At the end of the sentence I sent a single rose to tell him I was enjoying myself very much. He began again.
"I have always wanted to bring a woman into my world. Now that I have you here I want to keep you here of your own free will. Do you want to stay for a bit with me, baby? I will show what you are missing in that cold indifferent world you live in. I gently massage the small of your back. Your skin is soft and your hair smells fresh and clean, as it brushed across me. I inhale deeply as I bury my face in it." He didn't stop this time. I was happy to let him go
" I lay you back on the pillows. Oh my God baby, I have to have you now! I know I sound demanding but that's how I feel. I can't help but notice you seem to be relaxed as you smile up at me again. I know you're as ready as I am I can tell by the look in your eyes. I do so love the twinkle I see there."
My beast went on through the night. Seducing me in a manor I was definitely not accustomed to. It was an amazing and very satisfying experience. As you have probably gathered by now I have absolutely no problem being sexually open. I have never shied away from giving my mate all the info he needs to fulfill my needs. So in the real world I am a very happy camper sexually.
My experience with the 'Beast' that night went beyond sexuality. I now understand the expression 'meeting of the minds'. For the 'Beast " took me to a place that night I never knew existed. He charmed and seduced me with his words. And it was a real experience. I can't explain completely how he did it. But when we said good night that night I came away feeling drained and yet somehow all wound up, unable to sleep when I did finally get my real bed. Not unlike the first time you make out with a new sweetie but this experience was somehow more intense. I felt great and walked around with a silly grin on my face for the next few days. I had found a whole New World to explore and write about! I was so excited about the whole experience and my mind raced as I imagined what I would find there in cyber-land. If any of you are writers I am sure you're familiar with the rush you get when starting a new article. That was how I was feeling. It was great!
My poor mate however was beginning to think I take my job far too seriously. The first thing I asked him after my experience was if it bothered him. Then I asked him if he thought I had cheated on him or not. He gave me the oddest look. A minute or so later he finally said "You know I'm not sure if it's cheating or not but I know here in the real world you would never be unfaithful so I'm not upset. I guess that means I don't think it's cheating, but I'm not sure." It made me feel good knowing he saw what a loyal soul I am.
Somehow deep in my heart I am uncomfortable doing this but I personally don't think it's cheating unless you lie about it. But that is just my opinion. I have asked a lot of people their opinion on the subject. It seems to be pretty evenly divided for and against. It may be one of those issues like swinging it depends on whom you ask if it's right or wrong. It's a matter of personal tastes.
The fact that my mate is comfy enough to not let this bother him makes my life much easier right now. I have to admit a part of me still isn't sure if I am cheating or not. But dam I had fun! Thanks to my Mr. 'Beast'.
He managed to take me to a place I never knew existed. Through his words my senses came alive as they have never before. I found out I am not the only grown-up that can really go to magical imaginary places. His was a world of sensuality and caresses that could almost be physically felt. The fact that I couldn't quite feel it only enhanced the feeling for me.
He with his words he wove a web of sexual arousal, I seriously doubt I will ever feel again. I come to think this is like a drug addict's problem you never find that first high ever again. You just spend the rest of the time looking for it. I'm not sure but I will let you know if I find it again. And believe me I will be looking.
Would I advice anyone to try it? No I would not. This is the kind of experience only certain kinds of people can have. If you can open your mind and allow the mystery of the mind in, then yes please do try this! It's a lot of fun and you get to meet some really terrific people. But I want to put in a word of caution here. As with so many things in life even cyber-land has its dangerous and dark side. There are some really sick souls in this world and they can find you anywhere now. Thanks to our advances they have broadened their horizons. I strongly advise keeping your personal information to a minimum. It can be easy to trust the wrong individual when they are in cyber-land. They can be anything or anyone they want to be. Be very careful, please!
Next time I will be covering a few of the more popular rooms and what we do in them. You name it if it's a sexual fantasy it can pretty well be found there but there is a lot more than just sex going on here. There are rooms that have bird lovers and trivia buffs, places where nerds aren't bullied and lonesome rooms for those who are sad and need to share.... The list is never ending!
I will admit however there were some rooms I simply can't go to. I feel there is no need for me to list them. It is fair enough to say that some of my personal ethics simply will not let me forget I have ethics. But those rooms had to be in the extreme categories of sexual behavior. I have no problem with going to say a slave and dominant room.. Which reminds me of a great date I had in cyber-land the other night. This one taught me, you never know what you really like until you try it. But I have run on long enough this for time I make sure to include it in lesson five.
Until then this is Professor Taltos signing off!
Here are a few more abbreviations for you.
Inrs = it's not rocket science.
J/p = just playing
Lmk = let me
ltr = long term relationship
Mil = mother in-
noyb = none of your business
Rof = rolling on the
>u! = screw you
bac = back at
b4n = bye for now
Awa = as well as
cul = catch you later
Cwot = complete waste of time fitb = fill in the blanks
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